fed up ahh..

thursday 1.53am.

Im really2 busy doing my fyp rite now. I've to submit the PPF0rm on 16 of may. A few days more to submit. I got a college fees problem and its affected my studies.

*I can't open my webmail.
*I can't downloads any studies material including notes and slides in my college webspace.
*I can't submit my PPForm if Am not gonna pay fees before 16 of may.
*I can't really concentrate and focus on my studies. Too much think abput fees.
*My supervisor for FYP do not attend our first meet. hurm~ really headache think this problems.
*I went to administrator in college and asking about contact number of my supervisor and they said can't give it to me. They said, Am should send an email to my supervisor. Sending email is not good ways. Im do not know how often my supervisor will open his mail.


Im facing the PTPTN problem rite now also. There is still no answers of my application loan. hurm~ How long, Im wanna wait for that?? ish3.. My family keep pushing me and asking about this. Im act likes am okey at all. And I told them, Im still have money rite now. Don't worry about me. Reality is >>>>> i don't have!!! I 've lie with you guys. Almost 1 month, Im very often eating rice becouse to cut my cost life. Im really really do not want my problems be my family problems. Am do not want they all carries my problem in their life. hurm~ I LOVE MY FAMILY~

13 hours ago,
someone get mad about me. ish3.. how ahh?? Im just wanna makes a joke actually. Don't take it too serius lah.. Last time you told me this things. Im listen to you okey!!!! even Im facing a lot of problems rite now, Im still do not ignore you okey. So, dont ignore me!!!! Im also think about your problems. try to solve if i could, if u wish to share it.
until now Im keep thinking why you so mad and you do ignore me~
yeah.. until now..............

7 hours ago,
My friend invite my to get a body therapy in KL. We talk about this since last night. And We agree wanna go together. He also wish to pay 1 treatment for me. Good friends la you.. 50 ringgit for 1 treatment uhh.. ish3.. Then, i spoiled this. Becouse so many problems im carry right now. Im really2 Sorry HAzizi a.k.a. Taro~ mybe next week/month lah... I can't go anywhere lah rite now.. Might be you will realize Im facing a lot of problems. And its will becomes your problems also. Im do not want that happen. Im also had a work to do rite now. quite busy ah..

4 hours ago,
I can't download PPForm for FYP. ish3.. how im wanna write it down.. how im wanna submit this form.. haiyooo... then i try to sms my friends to download for me!! and he sent to me.
thanks to Marc Jonathan for Helping me..

And Now..
Im post this new stories not becouse wanna get attention from you guys. It is becouse Am feel so pain. I beg your appologies of what i did...
What i did, Maybe sometimes its wrong, but i think is the best way i have to do.


FAHMI AZIZ~
I'm NOT PERFECT...

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Satay Tulang dan Tragedi Seremban~

Satay tulang?? Haa~ mesti korang tak pernah dengar satay seperti ini wujud di persekitaran anda. satay ini hadir tanpa disedari.. HAHA.


Agak peliknye bunyinye kan.. bagi aku, itulah makanan yang amat unik. aku juga pada mulanya agak kurang percaya adanya satay seperti ini. HAHA.. dah la tak pernah dengar pon.




Aku dan kawanku bertolak dari Kuala Lumpur ke Senawang,N9. semata-mata untuk menikmati makan malam yang agak pelik ini. sekali- sekala try la benda baru kan!! Ternyata satay ini memang wujud. Rasanye juga tidak lah seperti yang aku sangkakan. sedap hingga menjilat jari woo... Makan sekali pasti nak lagi. kompem~~ glurpp.



Sesudah nye makan malam tu, kami dengan perut kekenyangan bertolak balik ke kuala Lumpur. kawanku memecut 180km/j kat highway. waa.. laju giler kan.. takut gaks aku mase tuh.. tapi aku buat2 selambenye.. HAHAHA... xkn lah aku nk cakap slow la skit derr.. ish3.. nati dier cakap aku ni penakut.. HAHA.

aku pon mencari point untuk dier memperlahankan kelajuan tu.. aku bukak la cerita.. cerita pelik2 pon ada.. cerita tak masuk akal pon ada gaks. pot pet.. pot pet la dier mendengar cerita aku.. hehe~ kesian kat ko ek...

kelajuan kereta kami menurun semasa cerita aku didengari.. mesti best cerita aku kan.. Dalam pada itu, tiba2 kami mendengar bunyi yang agak pelik dari hadapan kereta.. bumm.. dan kereta tidak seberapa stabil. i means we lost control a bit lah.

dan kami yang dalam keadaan cuak tuh.. terus berhenti di tepi highway.. owh.. sh*t!!! tayar pecah... nasib baik drive slow.. kalo tayar pecah masa kitaorang bawak 180km/j.. nampak gayoo tak menolis blog la den!!! Kereta kompen pusing2 n terbalik.. fuhh.. memang lega lah masa tuh.. Umur panjang lagi kot~ alhamdulilah.. amin..

kitorang pon amek la tayar kat lam boot kereta.. argghh.. ada lagi 1 masalah ah..
allen key rim sport tak jumpa lap.. macam mane nk bukak rim sport.. hadoi.. len kali pakai rim biasa sudah.. HAHAHAHA.. dalam keadaan tak tahu nk buat apa.. nk bukak rim tuh x dapat then kitorang amek la gambar sket2.. pose la a bit.. HAHA..










hampir 1 jam kami memikirkan pe lg nk buat... tiba2 de 1 hilux behenti belakang kereta kami.. fuhh.. dier honk2 lagi.. HEHE.. rupa2nye polis bantuan highway.. lega btol lah diorang datang...

then.. diorang pon tolong kami bukak rim sport tuh.. sib baik diorang cukup tools untuk bukak rim tuh.. dan kami pon terselamat dari tragedi itu.. terima kasih abg polis.. muaxh3.. love u.. HAHAHA..






kadang2 rase gaks nyawaku macam telur kat hujung tanduk jep.. hurm~~
itulah ceritanye...
sekian~~

thanks 4 reading~~

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Blog..Blog..Blog..

Expression, Thinking, feeling, Friends, Love, People, Sickness, money, writting, hobbies, bored life, and much more.
that all people described about blog.

For me, blog is a medium to tell u guys about my life, my expresion, my passion, and my excitement. Some People thought blogging only for people who really had computer expertise and can make a money. And some of them says, blogging only for people who really like writing but then they do not enough papers to write it down. yeah.. true also.. And some of them also, thinks blogging just for fun.

and now, what you think about blog?? only when jiwa kacau you wanna start writing here. only when u want make money and you will start writing here??

hurm~~ Blog ek??? What Ahhh?? You Decide It!!!

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problems gains a pain~~

a day by day... Im feel like a dead person. No one knows that. No one cares about that. No one want help me to figure up my problems. Even im really not here, there is nothing u miss. Im feel that. Facebook(Fb) is not a medium to lay my feeling. but then, Fb as one of social network helps me to reduce it. Reduce my feeling sometimes. yeah.. sometimes~...

a month by month.. there is still no answer of my problems. Im okey with anything comes to me. Im accepted easily. And im not really love to share my problem as im already mention above. Im just wanna know, who really cares if anything change happen by me. Im wanna know who is really aware of that. Asking me is not a good method cause i will say nothing happen. And im prefer to settle other people problems rather than mine problem. Im kinda freak fellas. isk3..

a year turn to another year.. Im still as u know. love family and friends. Not really like chatting?????? not really like damn girl who is really think she is good enough. bajet bagus sangat~. not like peoples so arrogant. and Im love to be friendly.thats it.

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